 Wednesday, March 25, 2009
 i hate this part right here. at 3:18 PMjust baik dari damam, hot fever attacked me on last monday. gilaa, i really hates it. seriously i hated it. o_o suppose to be on last monday and yesterday, i meet sii F ku, tapi psl damam n nada trnsport jua, inda jadi.. =/ and i would like to meet him today, but cannot lagi coz he went to his grandma today at belait and sleep over there until friday. huhu. so, i have to wait until friday or saturday to meet him.. ya allahh, aku rindu banar2 arahnya, not miss to "that thingy", i miss him seriously.... i need him to creta2.. =/ if i been told to say what i wish for, and that wish will immediately tercapai, i would say: "i wish i can be with my Faii at this time for a whole day long" =/
please God~ tunai kan tah hajat ku atu sekali, or twice. seriously. =/ i'm missing him so bad, loving him so mad.  see how dull and ugly i am when im sad and about to cry. so,please God, give us a chances to meet. =/ missing my boyfiee. =/// xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, March 21, 2009
randoms. at 12:24 PM      life at MD................................... with my friends...................................
xoxo, you know you love me Friday, March 20, 2009
updates, finally! at 2:21 PMso, school holidays has start today. finallyy, i can have a rest, wake up late again like always did when im jobless in last few months,hehe. and.. i miss to watch astro, play ps2, chill out with my bestiee and faii ku, maynnn! i miss all that eh. like since the school has started, the studying, the homeworks apa, they control me. teruk kan? haha. crap banar. pfft. and yes, finally i have a time to update my blog, fb and surfing apa. hahaha. sungguh menyeksa kan skulah ani, haha. its been a week i didnt blogging, sampai bestiess ku wawa rindu kan blog update,haha. =p hmm.. so, have many things story to tell here.. hehe. hmm.. 1st of all i would like to greet, HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY (on last wed.) to us, the lovebirds. ;))
 this is my love letter to him. we give love letter everytime comes of our monthsary, hehe. so far i had 2 letters udah dari ea, hehe. we been started with this idea since our 7th monthsary lasttime. =))im loving you so much my faii. love u even more stronger and deeper. =))) hugs. owh ya, i would like to congrates all PTEB-ians cause has moved to new collage at meragang. so,there's no PTEB name lagi, it became PTEM. and yeahh, yet im now md-ian, im still missing my pteb friends, the college di lambak atu.. gosh, had a lots and lots of memories there.. alotsss... and sweetsss. =') i wish there were no new school at meragang and katok, so that inda lah pindah2 and bcarai2.. huhu. im hoping i can go to meragang and katok one day, and take some pictures of it. hehe. ouh2, one more thing i would like to congrates to my father whos received pingat bintang yesterday under pingat kerja lama. =)) thats all for now. update later on. happy school holidays. xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, March 12, 2009
i need a strength. at 10:48 PMchat with him right now. and i asked him a tetidur ku krg. jangann. bee ; faii. says:
** no, kau inda pduli! aku tanya kau, ada pnh kau respon kmarin psl aku gf mu faiibee- d things dat i've been always think about is u..i love u says: ** Hmm..i knw i was wrng yestrday pasal nda faham..n abot td pg,i was in shocked coz i tried to support u bt hny reply marah n i'm speechless bee ; faii. what has happen to us? says: **huh. aku pikir kau kan tenang kan aku balik,rupanya inda. u didnt even tanya hows my condition d mlm atu. u speechless?? instead of tenang kan?? huhh. malangnya akuu faiibee- d things dat i've been always think about is u..i love u says: **Hmm..all wat u said is true,its my fault coz nda try tenangkan hny kmarin apa,sumtime i lost on wat to do hny..i'm sorii like what???? he's speechless?? macam berijap banar kah aku "marah" atu?? huhh?? well, im not mad actually in that message, im trying to luah kan sumthing im not satisfied with. but he's misunderstood it, AND not support me and calming me down. huhh. and he said "i lost on wat to do" whatt?? seems like it was yesterday we we're couple,cause dont know what to do. like ehh, we been together kan 9 months, but he dont know what to do? SO DISAPOINTING ME! sadisss! arrggghhh!!! im loving him! but this is critical to me!!! keep saying 'taluurrr!' xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, March 8, 2009
got nothing to say. at 6:39 PMso,currently just done played guitar hero III with my sista and lil bro's. and yeyy finally i knew how to play it the guitar knight atu. =D yeppyy! sekadar aku a,haha. well,im still immature with it,hehe. its so hard eventhough everytime i played i choose the difficulty EASY, but payah jua bah. bagi stress. haha. so,yesterday school macam... hmm.. apa a... like... ermmm... emmmm~ hmmm... *eyes rolling,garu kepala.* i dont know apa actually,huahuahua. just i feel awesome when im with amal. thats all. HAHA. the rest of it, i zipp my mouth not saying anything more. haha. so,yesterday also after balik kulah, rest a while, then about quarter to 4 jalan with sis to play netball. but unfortunately once we reached at padang belapan, we didnt see any of our members netball cars. =| we were waiting them to come for 35 mins,but then there were they also. =| my sis did msg 3 0f them,but no reply until 4.30ish and said that the netball was cancel. like huhh??cancel?? but not telling us before?? lalalala. malas lah nak cakap. so,we decided to go ate at the restaurant.saja2. haha. then hmmm,at night went to my aunty house. no comment. pfft. i miss my F. really miss him. and im hoping i can meet him tonight. =)))) craping again.
xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, March 5, 2009
im loving you. sarang hae. at 4:22 PMto my lovely Faii. i love you, even as time goes by. i love you, even if the world changes. no one can replace you, even you know that baby. my love can't rest a day i can't live a moment without you my heart can't breath without you i can breathe only if you're with me. even though my heart feels like it's going to stop, my love for you is still the same. like a star that lights up your night even if i were to be born again i'll only love you, like this moments. the words i say not with my eyes but with my heart. i'll love you forever, even if ten years pass by i'll loving you forever and ever. protect this love that always become my strentgh. sarang hae fatullah.  not letting the love fading.never! =)
xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Sigh sigh sigh. =| at 1:43 AMIm so happy when he said he feels like want to hug me when im sad,0r the other way r0und. Yeah,im so happy to hear it. C0z it straight up into my heart that i can feel he's hugging me,c0mf0rt me. I really2 WANT it. =( i rely need his hugs,his t0uch,his v0ice,his c0mf0rt. So that i c0uld n0t feel this pain again. But yet, i kn0w its hard, i kn0w it w0uld take time to me to have and get it. Its dr0pings again. Cause i jst th0ught of that me n him been less spent time t0gether this lately. Been in chating f0r 3-5 h0urs 0NLY per day. Sigh. Its t0tally less. N0t en0ugh to tell a amazing,awes0me st0ries:| yet,aku sabar. I cant do anything else selain jst let him to go sleep. And so,when he's ready to go sleep,s0metimes he didnt realize when im sad c0z im stil needing him ACTUALLY. And so,my tears will c0me dr0pings when in this situati0n. :| i keep saying that,"he will never feel what i feels" yes,he'll n0t. He'll n0t g0nna faces l0nelines needing l0ve pers0n in the middle of the night, he'll nvr feel h0w d0es it feels to let go but d0nt wnt actually. And so much thing he cant fel what i feels n what i had been thr0ugh. I guess,u will only can feel if he willing to sacrifice urself to be in my situati0ns.. Im n0t mad at him c0z p0sting such this things. It jst THEM that ruins my happy time, and makes me 'harder to live.' and2,im missing him so much m0re that i can say. =| im l0ving y0u. Please l0ving me evryday. D0nt let it fading. And im needing y0uuu~ and my tears dr0pings again........................... =( =| ='( =( xoxo, you know you love me Monday, March 2, 2009
im back! nyehs. at 9:17 PMi'm feeling a bit better today. i guess so. nyeh. but yes i do, im feeling better. im kinda have a mood today,but somehow my body a weak. :| like,i wake up at 6.30 today, then went to sleep back at 10 until 3.30pm. like,gosh! i really dont know what happen to me today sampai tidur batah catu.HOHO. last saturday that makes me felt down,sad n whatsoever was a mistake actually. technical problem. HAHAHAHA. stupid punya problem. sampai i have to berargue with him. =( but,im okay now... im back to active. AND I REALLY NEED MY FAI RIGHT NOW~ =( I MISH YOU FAI. IM FINE NOW. =)
somehow in worry. :s xoxo, you know you love me In upset-ing=inactive. at 1:06 AMYes people,i'll be inactive on my bl0g. N so do my msn, fb, fs n so on that relate to using internet. HAHAHA. C0z im so in tr0uble, upset, depress, stress, tensi0n, etc2 that relates to make me feeling in sad, mad, upset, furi0us, etc2. Fuhh! Blablabla. Im talking crap things again. Pfft pfft pfft. 0uh ya, to wh0m(s) may it c0ncerns, i w0uld like to say: THANK Y0U, c0z making my life c0mplicated as like first time learning ABC in childho0d time. Pffft pfft! And, THANK Y0U, c0z making me sad, upset, l0sing in spirit, waking me up that im actually stupid, h0peless, useless teenage girl. THANK Y0U SO MUCH! Huuhuuuu~bravoo! *big claps hands.* so, i'll be active back when everything is back to n0rmal,and when im in g0od c0nditi0n. to the b0yfiee,im s0rry include u in this H0RRIBLE situati0n. Imy. Ilysm=( keep on sighing. xoxo, you know you love me |
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