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Sigh sigh sigh. =| at 1:43 AM

Im lying here on my bed...wit tears dr0ping.. I d0nt n0e why,th0ugh w0ndering why i always feeling so sad, l0st in n0where this lately. My heart always resah, rimas, sad, upset, m0ody and so on that relates wit FEELING UNHAPPY.

Im so happy when he said he feels like want to hug me when im sad,0r the other way r0und. Yeah,im so happy to hear it. C0z it straight up into my heart that i can feel he's hugging me,c0mf0rt me. I really2 WANT it. =( i rely need his hugs,his t0uch,his v0ice,his c0mf0rt. So that i c0uld n0t feel this pain again. But yet, i kn0w its hard, i kn0w it w0uld take time to me to have and get it.

Its dr0pings again. Cause i jst th0ught of that me n him been less spent time t0gether this lately. Been in chating f0r 3-5 h0urs 0NLY per day. Sigh. Its t0tally less. N0t en0ugh to tell a amazing,awes0me st0ries:| yet,aku sabar. I cant do anything else selain jst let him to go sleep. And so,when he's ready to go sleep,s0metimes he didnt realize when im sad c0z im stil needing him ACTUALLY. And so,my tears will c0me dr0pings when in this situati0n. :| i keep saying that,"he will never feel what i feels" yes,he'll n0t. He'll n0t g0nna faces l0nelines needing l0ve pers0n in the middle of the night, he'll nvr feel h0w d0es it feels to let go but d0nt wnt actually. And so much thing he cant fel what i feels n what i had been thr0ugh. I guess,u will only can feel if he willing to sacrifice urself to be in my situati0ns..

Im n0t mad at him c0z p0sting such this things. It jst THEM that ruins my happy time, and makes me 'harder to live.' and2,im missing him so much m0re that i can say. =|

im l0ving y0u. Please l0ving me evryday. D0nt let it fading. And im needing y0uuu~

and my tears dr0pings again...........................

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